And the jury's in...

Well, obviously I said "yes", but heres what happened before...

I know that I made Pollito suffer a lot, and I didn't mean to, I just really wasn't ready.  If you know me well enough I am not the best split second decision maker ever.  Especially when it comes to making life decisions.  We hadn't talked about marriage that often and we never really came to a conclusion so this all hit me as a surprise.

Pollito hit the sack right away and I franticly opened my computer to seek out my friends.  Luckily I found one friend online who was able to calm me down a little and help me look at the situation.  When I finally got to sleep with thoughts whirling through my head I felt a little closer to a decision.  In the morning I called my parents to tell them still unsure of what I was going to say.  I'm glad that they had the chance to get to know Pollito while we were in Madrid and they know me pretty well :)  After I think an hour and a half of Skyping, we had to get ready to go to lunch.

Pollito kept asking me what my decision was, and I finally gave him his long awaited "yes".

If you asked why I hesitated, I was because marriage is very big word for me that means no more going back to the comfort of my parents and it really means growing up and planning things for my whole life.  For the past three years I lived with a future that was in 6 months to a year.  When those 6 months or year finished I started the cycle over again.  Being married is a cycle that never starts over.  But I want to be with Pollito, forever and ever.  So, yes, lets get married!